On Feeling Pitiful Sometimes
Every few weeks or so, I wake up and proceed to have The Worst Morning In The History Of Ever. I'm groggy, my stomach is acting insane and I don't know why, and I look in the mirror to discover an angry-looking zit near the corner of my mouth. 

Then, it's time to figure out what I'm wearing, and nothing seems to fit right. I hate it all. My shoes pinch my toes, the zipper on the dress I had picked out is broken, and I actually start to throw stuff around like a little brat. Nothing is working, I whine, and I don't cry, but I feel like screaming. My hair is a mess and I should have washed it last night but I didn't, so now I have to wear it up high on my head and just hope for the best.

I make coffee and spill it all over my car. And then it's 7:30 and I usually leave by 7:15 and then there are school buses stopping traffic on every street because school is back in session and I forgot.

Nothing is working.
This is the worst morning, ever.

Do you know how stupid that is? Plenty of things are working. My legs, for example. And my brain. And that morning, I continued to breathe and I woke up to another day. I got into a car that I own and it started and I drove myself to a job that I really like. I ate breakfast, lunch, and dinner. I talked on the phone with a man who I love and who loves me back. And then I spent time with my parents, and we sat outside and looked at the lake and I took a shower and got in my own comfortable bed in a big safe house, because I am lucky.


I'll try not to forget again.
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From Live-In to Long-Distance
Our weekend was really nice. It started with a lazy Friday night at home. My parents had gone to visit my brother at school, so Rob and I sat on the back porch with my dog and drank red wine, snacking on sweet potato chips and goat cheese spread onto thick slices of salami.

After a morning of coffee and eggs, we got in the car to visit Sean on our way to northern Virginia. We stopped for lunch in Farmville and I had a Bloody Mary and some wings before getting back in the car to go to Rob's brother Dan's house.


And then we woke up on Sunday and it rained. I drank coffee on the couch, snuggled under Rob's arm as we watched previous episodes of Girls and then a documentary by Stephen Hawking. Blanket, boyfriend, a cool rainy morning--that's my kind of Sunday.


When we got to the hotel where Rob will be living for the next month and a half, I felt overwhelmed. The place is beautiful and cozy, and I did not want to drive four hours into the evening without him. But we've done this before, and we talk all the time, and I'll see him on Friday.


But damn it if I don't miss that guy already.

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Life Lately According to Instagram (#7)
Sometimes, I feel that maybe there isn't enough substance to these posts--they're just a compilation of photos that you've probably already seen somewhere else. But then I look back on them a month or even a week later and I love being able to re-visit two weeks of my life that have been summarized into a block of pretty photos. So here we are again.


1. Breakfast of champions--buffalo chicken sausage and two eggs over medium, over spinach.
2. Rocky may be 14 but he still jumps in the lake when no one is looking! Look at his little wet paws!
3. In the car on the way to New Jersey.
4. All the conference rooms were taken the other day and we had to have a meeting at a picnic table. Not bad.
5. Another workout with Emma.
6. I don't really know what happened here, but I like it. Also, this is my new hair. It's shiny and almost black.

Do you share your phone pictures on your blog? Leave me a comment with a link so I can see yours, too!

Life Lately According to Instagram is a semi-weekly feature in which I showcase a few of my favorite Instagram shots. You can follow along with me in real-time if you'd like--just search for username @megan_flynn.

P.S. I wrote about all my favorite Autumn things for Jigsaw London's blog. You can read it here!
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